Hi Dear ,
How are you
? Busy right …with your new found friends .
Sorry for
being so blunt . But that’s the truth I guess .
Well my purpose of writing is neither to poke
you nor to point fingers at you . Rather to apologize for not being able to
stand up to your expectations moving in a very fast paced manner .
You remember
the day you logged into my space . Young bubbly and vivacious you were . With
sweetness of a 19 year old and simplicity of a young adult . For a long time you had denied to log into
my space and discover those amazing indulgences hidden in my world . And finally when you did , there was no turning
back .
Your friends
, your interests , groups of your likeness there was everything that you wished
for . A land that transformed your life into a dream world . You befriended
with your classmates ,your seniors ,your juniors and even strangers . Didn’t
you . And that was so easy . Just with the click of a mouse . To get enchanted
in this world of internet where nobody’s a stranger and nobody a friend .
For hours
you used to sit in the internet café near your house in the pretext of combined
studies or tutions .A blush of pink traced on your cheeks when somebody sent
you a birthday wish or when a sweet morning message came from an admirer .
Those scraps
of emotions that tied you with your numerous friends out there , filled in
bundles of joy within my heart as I was the medium which trustfully transferred
every bit of word scribbled on the pages of my space.
How can I
forget your first fight with a friend when you hadn’t logged on for a whole day
. Though I was sad but still I persevered as I knew you would come back to me
like a beloved companion ignoring the hype and hoopla of this outrageous world
.
Yes you did
. You did come back to me that day .
But that was
years back . When you were a youngster with pure gentle emotions untouched and
unscathed .
And now ,
years thence you have changed . So has
every one .
I think
that’s how life is .
I did try a
lot to stand up to your expectations . To hold your gentle fingers continue
typing . To bring you back in my arms . To forbid you from
moving on .
Alas ! I
couldn’t succeed . Coz you had already made up your mind .To move on . To
abandon me . To hand over my rights in the hands of your new found indulgence .
Slowly but steadily I could feel it . I could sense the change . First for
hours , then days , then weeks , then months , then years and finally it was
over . Our beautiful lovable sweet relationship
that was butchered alive in the hands of a smarter chicer and brighter space .
The one that provided you everything that I did but in an instant .
That showed
you new ways of not just indulgence rather self indulgence . And you got
carried away . As that’s how human beings are . Too self obsessed . I limited
myself to words and feelings coz I thought emotions are the building blocks of
life . But it gave you the chance to display everything , just everything. Even
your private of moments and surprisingly you loved that . Not just you but
everyone else around you too .
And then you
all moved on . Not individually but in bulk .
I was left
alone . Still I hoped that
someday things may change . Someday you may remember me . Someday you may
comeback bringing every one along with you .
That dream of
mine remains unfulfilled . And finally I have to bid goodbye .
So thought
of writing to you as that’s the best medium I have always felt .
Take care
and goodbye my dear ….
Best wishes and loads of love ,
Your's....
Orkut
Pic : Google Images .
Well , this is my 100th Post . A gift for our old friend Orkut :)